What Is Different This Season

I am not saying that I am constantly sad. I am doing a lot of Christmas things, but whatever I do, I can’t get over the fact that many of my friends these days live in the warzone with their lives in danger all the time. And I can’t get over that another part of the people I used to call my friends are directly responsible for that.
I can’t say – that’s not me. No matter how hard I try, I can’t say that it has nothing to do with my life and that I didn’t do it.
This Christmas is not and will never be “Christmas like any other.” With all the cookies, winter markets, holiday trees, and lights, it is still filled with guilt and worries.

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